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Saturday, October 16th, 2004
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i truely give up i suck at everything
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im so glad that i am up at 4:47 in the morning this rocks ....oh wait no it dosen't , just some of the perks of being permanitly sick!
and oh dean sorry for ruining you life.......
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Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
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im tried of waiting
im tired of giving my all and getting nothing in return
im tired of being hurt by anyone that i let in
im tired of loosing...i just want to win for once
im tired of always being second
im tried of everything
im tired of people telling me things that they don't mean
im tired of being left alone
and im tried of you making me feel like i deserve to be alone
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Saturday, September 25th, 2004
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have you ever held on to something so tight while it tried to slip away....
well maybe i should let it slip away...
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Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
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im tired of being sick all the time
im tired of them not having a cure
im tired of have to take 10 medications a day
im tired of living at the doctors
im tired of having test run on me
im tired of having to have surgery again
im tired of school
im tired of living here
im tired of my parents
im tired of not having anyone to talk to
im tired or surrounding myself around people who don't care
MOST OF ALL IM JUST TIRED
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Sunday, August 15th, 2004
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DEANS CAR SUCKS......it died!!!!!!
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yea so basically this is a shitty week jerri is leaving for iraq this thursday and it sucks. And i hate this shit. this summer is just gonna be all about me and my friends because thats all i need. damn this sucks
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i hate school! can't wait to get the fuck out of that place so sick of everyone.
my kidneys hurt...fuck, its just not my day, or my year or my life for that matter..(YAY for getting my surgery in a month or not)
"Sometimes I just want to fade away With no goodbyes"
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Saturday, March 20th, 2004
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okay so last night was really fun...went to bens saw a bunch of people and i took gina and corey w/ me they had tons of fun too... mostly played some black jack w/ christina , core, gina, dean and our wonderful dealer CHARLIE( yea charlie its all good i know i can't count). I'm so glad that i went thank god for good friends. GOOD TIME...end
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yes so wensday was super fun had our traditonal st. patricks day party at my aunts. So much drinking i wanted to stay the whole night but dean looked bored and i had to go home and do my little sisters project. My uncle wouldn't let me leave till i took one shot with him one shot w/ my aunt and then one w/ my mommy! my mom is the champion of shots! my family was pretty shit faced by 11:00 hah sooo early. I walked home cus my aunt lives around the block, and help stefani w/ her project( so fun). Thursday was a pile of shit. chelsea came over and i got soo pissed at her, i thought i was gonna fuckin sock her in her face. She only uses me because her moms crazy and won't let her do anything, so she hooks up with all my guy friends, drinks all the alcohol that she dosne't pay for and last night i drew the line. She came over to hang out and at 11:30 she decides that shes going to go hang out (if thats what you call it) with a guy she just met and spend the night there. So she uses me so she can go to his house. I could have hung out w/ my other friends and now im pissed...i deffinetly realize why none of my other friends like her...
I BETTER BE DRINKING TONIGHT
fuck everyone
and yes dean thats right i hate everyone...
im gonna go paint
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really glad that i just found out that i have to go get my blood taken tomorrow before my surgery on friday...fuck this sucks!
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Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
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this is how his modeling night starts out
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and this is how it ends
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Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
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NO ONE KNOWS I AM CRYING (`v´)
`v´
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Sunday, February 22nd, 2004
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ouch dean is lookin hot in those short shorts..... me on the other hand, i look umm fat.
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Thursday, February 19th, 2004
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Tuesday, February 17th, 2004
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so ummm school sucks i got 3 4 a's 1 B+ and a C ...all that work for some dumb letters. and now i have to take a zero to pass this dumb test. and i fucking want to kill half the bitches that go to that school including my friends. i can't wait till the weekend.
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Tuesday, February 10th, 2004
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so this weekend was just chill, nothing much to do. but today went to cheleas house we ate way too much and now i think im gonna explode. lifes going good hope it stays that way.
-i love not having friends on live journal.....okay i have one, DEAN!
- tomorrow night o.c. party at billy webers can't wait
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Friday, February 6th, 2004
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so last night my sister had some of her friends over to driink at my house. around 2:30am i hear people screaming and guys yelling at each other. then i hear my dad wake up and screaming what the fuck is going on...i wake up and go down stairs and see my dad holding one of my sisters freinds by the neck. well what happened was martin and this guy damine got in a fight and started to brawl in my house once my dad got down stairs they went outside and started fighting in the street. we all tried breaking it up but they were going fucking crazy. one of them pushed my dad and my dads not the type of guy to mess w/, i mean hes a fucking cop so he knows his shit. so my friend alie got socked in the face trying to break it up. then 3:00 rolls around and martin and his friend are screaming down my street calling damine a pussy. my neighbors all wake up. then those assholes left 40s all over my neighbors lawn. my dad made damine spend the night because he was out of control. fuck it was crazy and my poor dad had to fucking handle the whole thing.
.....and get this my sister isn't in trouble ohh that funny, wait no its not
on a lighter note since i was up till 4:30 helping my dad i didn't have to go to schoool till 3 period ...and i drove me and stef to get donuts ......
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Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
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well this weeekend was cool it was my friend chelseas birthday so we got two hotel rooms. Everyone showed up it was way fun...until dun dun dunnnn these lame ass bitches cmae in and were so annoying calling everyone their bro ...god i hate that word...anyways dean got hit on by one of the nasty bitches hah. then one girl comes up to me and amy as we are pouring hypnotic into the cups and says" yo bro is the fucking gatorade ot fucking fadearade." amy and i almost died...that night was fun emmauel didn't break any bottles but chelseas brother pissed in the dish washer
today i ditched school for the frist 4 periods and went and suprised dan at his house. IM GOOD!
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